Ghost of the Blackwidow

There are two souls conflicting, agreeing or debating inside me. What that mean is, a man cannot afford to be careless. I don’t know if it’s ignorance or guts, but one manages to savage and abuse a small amount of opportunity.

I have to admit that most people are easily annoyed by my occasional memory lapses. I have lost the sharpness from anaesthesia jabbed during 2 incidents of surgery. The tricky part is, it had only irreversibly damaged a portion of it. What remains is my innate ability to critically note details satisfying Blackwidow’s inquisitive nature. My conclusion is that, no abrasive measures of human or nature could ruin who we are.

For some reason, my senses and analogy are heightened at any given time. Presumptions only exist on consolidated data and calculated behavior. Here are some of my important specifics to note,

Offensive behavior transparent through actions and words which could be driven by a circumstance or in ordinary condition

Reaction or Defense against an obvious mistake or guilt

level and frequency of odd habits or mannerisms


social behavior

dominance and submission

regards and value towards ego

triggering factors of violent tendencies

names associated

There are other general factors at hand but vary depending on the situation and person in assessment. To successfully implement this, limited concentration of resistance should be implied. The flaw of such implementation though is the human tendency to be connected deeply beyond control. To such, a conditioned mind should be readied, isolating that particulars when making an assumption.

If you’re probably wondering where is this inhuman paranoia coming from, it is not known. I am not my actions, nor my words. I’m just the Blackwidow in pursuit. My weakness is what she doesn’t see or have not experienced.


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  1. stiletosandmore

     /  October 10, 2012

    two incidents of surgery?


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